April 4, 2008

Testing my Strength and Optimism

"Now a long term dream may pend due to the different challenges and circumstances of times."

I have just taken my final exam in hematology and it was so mind-buggling! I must admit that I have studied and prepared for the exam for almost five days... yet it seems that all my efforts were not enough....

That exam was a make-or-break exam for me. I need to pass in that exam to proceed to the internship program this summer. Failure to pass the exam would not be able to proceed to fourth year and would repeat the subject until its next offering.

Now What If I fail in that exam? Could i still hold on and remain strong just to fulfill my dreams? Will I still have the determination that I need to survive with this tough subject?

Im really so worried on what would happen next! I cant accept that I will fail (hopefully not). It would be of great shame on me being the president of Medtech who flopped in his academics!

Im still keeping my fingers crossed and still keeping and holding on the little optimism that I have!

May God's will be done!

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