April 9, 2011

Someday by Nyoy Volante

Remembered the days when I got so addicted on this song! This song seems to enchant me almost everyday those days! Glad Im done with it!

I consider those time my "dark and depression" days. Everyday seems so dark and no meaning at all. My mind was so pre occupied to the point that it had affected my performance at work.

I even know how my colleagues think of me: being so "clumpsy" and "irresponsible". They even set a meeting without me. I really felt so alone and thought that if something might happen to me, no one would care! I had set a limit amongst my workmates and doesnt share informations about me. I had build a fortress within me which had been a two-bladed sword for me and had hit me hard!

Well those days were gone and had found a good friend which I considered to be my bestfriend. Thank you for listening to me over and over. Thats all i need: someone who could listen to me over and over until the pain lessens . . .

Thats also the time I realized how everyman needs a friend and this experience of mine proved the adage that no one is an island. Building a fortress of your own would kill you deep inside.

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